I've lost that lovin' feeling - and the job...

I got a part-time job working at the Open Door Children's Home here in town. I work 25 hours a week for an organization that really does provide a great service. So far I'm enjoying what I'm doing and there is a lot of potential for the job to develop into something I love doing and that's fund raising for a great cause.

The home only takes kids over about 10 years old so there is mostly just teenagers since it's hard find foster home placement for them. It's pretty sad seeing all the teenagers who've been through so much in their short lives. It pretty much puts my petty woes into perspective.

On another note, I played a few MTTs tonight and I really didn't enjoy it at all. I haven't played any since my "I'm quitting" blog entry. I've been doing some reading, The Mental Game of Poker 2, which is great and Easy Game and I'm really enjoying both. I hope my love of poker hasn't gone away for good. I really hope to play again soon but I just have zero desire right now.

If anyone has been through this before and was able to get their love of the game back please let me know how you did it. I really don't want to give up the game after all the work I've put into it but I want to want to play and enjoy it again.